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&hearts ona je djevojčica, koliko god odrasla.
&hearts ime joj je Pixie.
&hearts živi za glumu i kazalište.
&hearts traži savršenstvo.
&hearts proana girl.
&hearts cigarettes & pills.
&hearts 16 years.
"Ne želim im uništavati nadu. Nek' im bude.
No, duboko u sebi znam.
Mogu me toviti svojom željom.
Mogu me toviti i savjetima.
Mogu me spasiti od mog vlastitog života,
koliko god žele. Ali ništa ne pomaže.
Jedan pad.
A onda ću ponovno pokušati.
Jednom će mi već uspjeti."
♣visina: 174cm
♣početna kilaža(2008): 75 kg
♣trenutna kilaža(8.1.2010): 59 kg
♣ciljevi:
-60 x.done.x
-56
-54
-52
-48
So, thanks for breaking up with me,
I've found a better love now.
My first love, who I almost neglected.
Her name is Ana, she is now my world.
She found me, buried in a pile of emotions,
And fat,
She took me under her wing. She showed me her truth
Her perspective, that would sooon become mine.
She showed me love is not blind.
You left for a reason.
No, I wouldn't take you back.
Ana is my first love, my only love now.
You control me from the inside out
They don't believe
I want you to leave
But yet you're all I ever think about.
They think I can make you disappear
They think I do it for attention
But every day I live in fear
Of your forever gripping repression.
I've lost love
And I've lost hope
You tie my neck with a rope
You nail it to the wall above
Just to watch me scream and shove.
You sit not far and watch me die
While I gasp for breath with every cry
You laugh and point and smile and yell
Your eyes reflect a burning hell.
Now that I'm gone you consume me completely
Everything about me forms into you
You treat me and my life so cheaply
Don't worry, I'll always hate you too.
This night was strange – I had a dream.
I sow Ana as she came to me.
I was afraid that she’ll be mad
Coz yesterday I ate so bad…
In fact, I was glad for that,
I thought I won I thought I end,
But as she came to me this way
I know I have to loose more weight!
She took my hand, I felt her bones,
Her nerves so death her skin so cold.
She looked at me and said gently
You can make it, this is entry.
Nobody will see you cheat,
Exercise, sport – do not eat.
You will become good and free
You will be so free as me.
She spread her wings made from the web
I slowly woke up from the bad.
Knowing there's no freedom for me,
It is folly, so bad destiny…
But today I have to starve
I have to loose just one more pound,
I know its stupid, but this way,
I want to find my wings to fly away.